Tuesday 15 February 2011
3:44:00 am
Salam and a very good morning. First of all, salam Maulidur to all Muslims :) Just feel like updating my blog for a while. I mean, really updating and not just expressing my feelings. lol.
It's 15th of February, 13 more days before it ends and just a usual hope, I hope February this year will be a meaningful one for me. February is indeed one of my
eventful months. And I want it to stay that way and never change the slightest bit. I want it to be more and more precious as years go by. :)
Back to updates, Nini was admitted to JPMC weeks ago and she has been discharged now. She's staying at Usu and my family goes back and forth to see her. Once she is tremendously better, she can come home with us again :) I pray to Allah may she always in good condition and live longer. Amiin :)
Work; we have started on adult restorative since last January and honestly speaking I detested the first lesson. we were asked to make molars and premolars teeth out of porcelain. and being bad at carving thingy I just simply hated it. Thanks to Nadzirah and Cat for helping me with it. I appreciate that very very much! :) I got sick the day I started craving and I blame the carving session for it. lols.
I want to put exciting things here but i can't really think of any and honestly, i want back the positive and hyper spirit that i used to have and include in my posts once upon a time. lol. cause looking back at my recent posts I see me whining and pretending to be okay. I could recall the not so okay feeling during posting and typing those words. and i do not really like it.
What else...? Ahh, I am teaching again and already started my classes and for now I'd say I like my year 11 class more.
umm, what else? I don't know. think i'm done for now.
Good day people.
February, please, when you end, I'd think beautifully of you.
Friday 11 February 2011
3:51:00 am
The truths are:
I care.
I do not know for how long it would be.
Those warm and tingly feelings, I miss them.
I do not know what to do.
I cannot decide.
"Only dead fish go with the flow"
No matter how many times I told myself to expect less and nothing, I still do have expectations.
I love them.
Some of the truths.
Good day.
