Wednesday 29 December 2010
5:15:00 pm
Salam and hello. I have been neglected this blog for a month plus. no updates or whatsoever. and it just feels this is err the right time to do last post for year 2010? heh. Lol. I am pretty sure I won't be updating my blog any later than this ;)
We celebrated my sister 19th birthday earlier at Usu's cribs. it was pretty much simple and not truly surprising. well, my sister is not as gullible as i am to be tricked into surprises thingy ;p i bought cupcakes and flat shoes for her. we prepared some food earlier and i helped my mom in the kitchen and being me, clumsy and chaotic and truly bad with kitchen thingy, i indeed make few messes. the biggest one was i accidentally poured the Rose syrup all over the floor. wait, that is exaggerating. well. let just say 1/3 of the kitchen floor is covered with the syrup. mum was too tired to be mad. lol. my clumsiness and that chaotic behaviour somehow worries me at times. well, i know i do not literally realize them for most of the time and it is when i do i somehow feel.. kind of frustrated.
It's twooooo days before year 2010 officially ends. part of me, the dramatic bit, somehow considers about making very very good memories before the year ends. but at this very moment, with this kind of 'spirit' i pretty much do not really care. i, earlier, had these never ending plans and things to do before going to bed. i was thinking to have a few try on my ddr pad. i was thinking to clean up the mess i made in the kitchen once i got home. i was thinking to burn some songs to my cd. i was thinking to continue watching series. But I am just darnnnn sleeppppy. o.o
i think i will force myself at least have a few go on the ddr. i'd spend as much time as possible with my beloved laptop. before i'm sending it to the manufacturer to get fixed and repaired. haish. something is wrong with the speaker. it does not function properly. it gives that funny sound and yeah it needs to be fixed. lol. what a dull statement. and they gonna take my lappy away for at least 2 weeks? 2 weekkkss. lama jua tu! i'm sure it is gonna be more than 2 weeks. and hence i have to use my sis's laptop to do any work or assignments. and i cannot watch gossip girl, vampire diaries, glee, etc etc. never mind, i'd get indulged with harry potter i guess. oh yes, i have been rereading harry potter again. actually i was only planning to read the last book but i got irritated when i could not recall most of the spells and info so yeah i started back with the first book! i know i can just google those things but still it would not feel the same. reading and to get into it is more preferable, for me at least :) I'm almost finished with the fifth book. among the seven books, i dislike this one, order of pheonix, Sirius Black got killed which i apparently think could have been avoided if only Harry did not just keep away the magic mirror Sirius gave him with intention of trying to save Sirius's neck from danger. okay, i haven't reached to that part. would i get less mental when i get back to that part again?
Okay, enough with Harry Potter. :) umm, what else. okay, tomorrow i obviously need to go to bandar again and i somehow do not feel like going out tomorrow. ;0 i must go to few necessary places tomorrow. i should not procrastinate doing things. i'm quite an expert in procrastinating and procrastination is truly bad :)
What else? ahh, i miss salsa. see i actually planned to join salsa again in early dec. well, i did not foresee that exam would only end by mid month and then i was away for few days for vacation and i don't think auntie dayang is available atm. i bet she is quite busy with new year thingy. hence i'm glad i got ddr pad to be the substitute. siggh, to bad my laptop gonna be away forrrr such a long time. lol.
mentioning about trip, i don't know. i somehow got some wake up calls? after it? vacation was okay. i wished i had more time and brought more cash during the trip. anyway, that was not what important. when i said calls... well there were few stuffs that made me realize few things. i don't know how to put them in words here. well, i can think of the words. i just don't feel like mentioning them here. for i'm afraid if i say them out, it'd change the way i think. but yes, i somehow hold on these stuffs to prevent myself from..err, changing my perspective? lol. i'd just say i learn few basic things out of those few environments. :)
things to look forward for next year? umm... Salsa~~~!!! and teaching! i am offered to teach again next year and yesss i am taking that offer. :D with a yes from my mum and him, mzk :) i know next year gonna be a tough semester. what with thesis, more lectures, exams and we are starting our clinical next year, but still, i think teaching would ease me. i just hope the students are as good as the last ones ;) i'm not gonna take as many classes as i did last time, that would be committing suicide. heh. lol. i just want to teach on thursday night and on friday :) i hope they can agree with that condition;) amiin. anyway, clinical. truth be told i am not quite ready... huhu. i seriously need to get used to the sights of blood. before i had my leave, we were doing some assisting work in the clinic and may dear... the sights of profuse bleeding got me nauseous. i enjoyed learning but blood, heh. well, i've made this choice, and i must not look back. i know i love bio and chemical thingy better but let just stick to medical side okay? :)
Alright, i obviously have talked a lot. i better stop. :)
Good night! :)
Just in case i indeed do not post any last update before the year ends, well, i wish you all happy new year. and may 2011 may be a better year for all of us. :)
2010 is quite... i don't know. :)
