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Saturday 31 October 2009

4:08:00 am


I'm just going to keep this post short and simple. Heh. Lols. I had my last Salsa class yesterday afternoon and bless me, yesterday's salsa was quite 'brutal'. Haha. I was expecting for Hush Hush song and the robotic dance buttt nehh all of the songs were latin ones. Toink;p

Anyway, I went home earlier since I needed to take shower and get ready for the last minute outing planned by me and my dearest cousin. Lols. Waie is staying there and he mentioned to my cousin that he wanted to watch 'wayang'. And and I did think kn bwa ia dulu but na prnh sampai. So last night just sound nice to me:) And we were not so hoping too much that yazid would want to drive us k bandar. Hehe. But then surprisingly, sanang. I do think we are getting close somehow. Yala, kami semua perempuan. Except ia and waie. Mcm nada kwn ya sma kami:)

We arrived at Mall at 8ish. Waie wanted to watch Ninja so the rest of us ikut saja. The outing was for him actually:) We had dinner first and went to the cinema at 9.30pm. The movie wasn't so bad. So-so. I'm not into ninja thingy. Heh.

Oh yeah, twilight: New Moon's premier would be on the 3rd Dec. :D and and there is a horror movie I want to watch, Phobia 2. Looks way scarrier. Eheh.

Anyway, we went home at around 11ish and my sis and I arrived at 12 x. Heh. So, thats it. Just as simple as that. We had good time though x)

Till next post then. Salam:)




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Friday 30 October 2009

6:02:00 am


I was taking a nap just now and a text woke me up. Heh. And yes, my mata menyamal and my head is aching a bit. Lols. I'm not going to bed anyway. Mcm alang2. I got class 3. But then I have to print my aunt's CV lg and accompany my mom going to the bank.

I was wishing that I could have this afternoon time for myself. Heh. I felt so sleepy td. Yawning blik2. But now not anymore. Lols.

Anyway,last night, the gathering was okay. Abg anip with his parents and youngest sibling were there with us too. Anddd I watched Ur Beautiful smlm tp nada subtitle. So,buat buat fhm saja. Haha. Rasa. Butt thenn my cousin texted me td telling me she's watchng episode 8 with subs. Kambinggg. We were supposed to wake up at around 2 wa td to watch sama2. Aigoo. I have a 'crush' on dat drama now. Haha. Telur. :p and later I'm going to Salsa alone since she's still unwell. 1 week dh kami inda timbul2. Haha. My last salsa later. Will join Mrs.Goh in december ja lagi nanti:)

What else? Ahh, I had my kLip T-shirt. And I'm going to wear it later for aero. ;) it is quite a simple t-Shirt. I haven't really looked at it. Mr. Amir and I met up at Petani Mall for the T-shirt delivery. After meeting him, I just went home and reached my bed:) Anyway, we just met up for short moments. He was rushing to JP and I was extremely sleepy dh. Lols.

Okay then, its 2pm already and I better get up and print the CV and get ready for my class. Till next post then. Salam. :)




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Thursday 29 October 2009

7:09:00 am


Okay, I did think I have quite a number of things that I want to include here. But then I just don't know where to start. Or how to start. Lolsss=p Let just start with something 'happy' =) My brother no longer stays at the Hospital. His left eye is okay now, just a lil of frozen blood in the pupil. Yet I just could not get rid of the 'electric' feelings whenever I recall how creepy his eye looked the other day. The blood moved like a red solution in a glass. Alright. Enough description. It gave me a chill. Blood gives me a chill. I do say my brother is lucky that nothing happened to his eye. My mom cried when he initially could not see anything when the doctor in Tutong checked his eye. Somehow I remember about his very first deathly experience. A lamp, the type yang glass and quite heavy fell on his head. Okayyyyyyy. Why am I talking about this??? It is giving me creeps. I'm just worried. hmmph. Okay, enough. I'll talk about something else. =)

I had two 'killer' papers yesterday. And well, I hate maths P3. Typical. I just hope I didn't do so troll for it. Biology P4... hmm, it wasn't so easy but then I managed to answer almost all of the question. I mean I managed not to leave so many blanks. Heh. The questions were mostly taken from Application topics. Gene technology-I didn't really revise this topic properly, Crops plants-I didn't finish this topiv till the end, Spermatogenesis and IVF- I like this very much! I just finished revising on this topic last week I think, Biotechnology, The Five Kingdoms and Speciation-bangang ku menjawap=p. I was hoping topic on Homeostasis came out. ye lerr, I read it banar2 and I wasss so confident to answer if ada keluar. Haha! Well, ada, on essays. But silly me, I could not recall all the important points. It is about synapse. I was kinda menyeluru something about it recently. I think I did blog about synapse. heh. Well, I should have related the role of synapse to other things jua other than relating it with 'thinking process' and 'reflex action' alone. lols.

Next... hmmph, oh yeah, I drove to Bukit Beruang yesterday! Haha. Well, my mom would not have let me. But then no choice since no one would be able to pick me up from SMSO after Chemistry practical exam. Hehe. And yes now my mom seriously needs to start to be lenient to me and trust me that I could drive jauh2 jua apart d area Tutong town tu saja. lol. Anyway, chemistry practical was okay tadi. 3 questions and no dilution factor. in fact, there was not any single question asking on concentration thingy. I managed to finish it 30 mins earlier. Like weird rasa ku nda berabut! Lols. I think the juniors also managed to get the paper done way too earlier. Though my x-value was wayy too high td, I am not so worried since Miss Tan said my working was alright. So, just deduct 2 or 3 marks? ;)

What else? Ahh, another gathering tonight. Hehe. Family gathering for my cousin. She will be leaving Brunei on this coming Sun. Annddd so going to watch You're Beautiful after this!!!! It's getting interesting =D And Shin whoo isss soo charismatic. haha.

I think I'd better stop =D Till next post then.

Eyh wait, I just remember. I know I wasss so mad the other day with those kids yg responsible with my brother's eye. Well, I am not so mad anymore. That is one of the negative things about me, when I got mad, I just let everything out. I let the anger control me. I hardly care of being 'rational' or 'cool'. Well, that is why I rarely get angry since I am like a nuclear bomb somehow. Once explodes, barely cares how it affects other things. Hmmph. And I notice I am a bit short tempered these days. Well, to be specific when my dad is gone,forever. And to be more specific, since it struck me there is very little mercy in this World. People taking advantage, backstabbing and etc etc. It just makes me mad. In a nut shell, be good  and I shall be good too. :)

Okay, enough rumbling. lols. I wanna watch You're beautiful but seems like the Internet is lagging. =s

xoxo




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Tuesday 27 October 2009

10:09:00 am


I'm mad. Oh yes, I am sitting ne. Feeling utterly tense. I feel like throwing things and kicking things! Banar. Sasak ku. Though I have expressed my anger through words, I don't feel that is enough. I want him to feel the same pain my brother is going through. Cuba rasa ia mata nya kana umban batu! Hey. My bro's left eye bleeds inside maron. He's small and you are like bsr, form 2, masih nda berakal? You know I never like my lil bro hanging around with you or your siblings. And starting now jgn lagi panggil2 ia. Crap. I better have my solat. I'd cool myself down.




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Monday 26 October 2009

1:01:00 pm


Heh. I just pick that tittle randomly. Wave of change, wave of emotions and wave produces frequency. Lols. Mumbling now, ain't I? ;)

Okay, I am sitting with laptop in front of me. I was revising biology just now andd mcm na masuk. And I felt like switching on my laptop. Not to play games-though I am a bit tempted- but to read my 'journalss'. I gave passwords to them and so far I managed to access 4 word documents. Haha! I forgot the passwords and I am not giving up:) lols. It's getting annoying though.

Anyway... I don't know but somehow my heart is pounding. Lols. I've made up my mind but then.. Huhu. Idk. Yeah, whatever it is,I'm not going to put it in my priority list. Not at the time being at least.

I have exams on the day after tomorrow-Wednesday that is-and it would be a 'terrifying' day indeed for me. Lols. Exaggerating much now. I seriously need luck to do maths P3 and bio P4. They both are 'killer' papers x a.

Okay. I just couldn't access to these two documents. Curious n majal jua ku ne. I want to know what did I talk about in these two docs. Lols.

Alright then, enough crap-ing. I am off. Till next post. Salam:)

xoxo.




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Sunday 25 October 2009

1:14:00 pm


Hello~ I just got home. I went to usu's house this pm and obviously I didn't attend aero class again. My cousin is unwell and I preferred going to her place than going alone to aero this pm:)

Anyway, I had a class with my form one student before that andd, well, he is usually a bit annoying and difficult to handle but td, he gave 'co-operation'. Heh. Hopefully he would keep up that pleasant manner:)

Btw, Qenns slepover at my place yesterday. Haha. Finally! :p It was a last minute decision she made:p hehe. She came at around 9ish I think. And and, we slept at around 5. Haha. That breaks my record with vivi:p It was reallyy gooodd to spend some quality time with her. Heh. Kami jarang jumpa waa. And as I said 3 hours tu mana ckup tu. :P :P We talked a lot and a lot. And and I told her about this blog:D. Aside from Vivi, she would be another person who'd love to know I have created a blog at last:D *Sorry for not telling u any earlier babe;)*

Byk la topics we cakap last night. :P About her friends-I had a good time listening about a particular person. Haha-, her study, guys and etc etc. I felt alert. Though at 5 I didnt feel sleepy td tu. :P

What else? Ahh, about the guy that I like tu, well, I somehow decided to get over him. I literally 'turn off' that tingly feelings. Lol. I don't really know him after all :)

Okay enough rumbling. I need to get going with revision stuff. But I'd check my fb first after this:)

Till next post then. Good night. :) oh yeah, I'm craving for 'ur beautiful':P




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Friday 23 October 2009

1:11:00 pm


I had my shower and everything. I am feeling quite exhausted. Heh. I feel better though than td ptg. :)

I didn't sleep from last night till mid day. I stayed up till the morning watching first six episodes of You're Beautiful. Seriously that korean drama is a must to watch one. Haha. Lols. It is a lot better than Boys Before Flowers. Siuk la. I watched it online td. Anddd after exam I am so going to get the dvd! I really hope by that time, the dvd would be available sudah. It is a new and 'hot' drama at the moment. Baru main 6 episodes at Korean tv. Twice a week. Huhu. And yes, korean guys are undeniably gawjus, hot and cuteee! :p

Hehe. Enough rambling about the drama and the guys. :P Anyway, my cousin and me did not go to Salsa class this afternoon. We were both way too exhausted. ;)

I do think I would sleep a bit earlier tonight. I wanna 'ganti' my sleeping hours yg last night. Lols.

Till next post then. I want to get going with bio A2 after this.

Goodnight:)




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Thursday 22 October 2009

8:40:00 pm


Hehe. I am currently at my cousin's house. And seriously it is 3 plus AM already and I am still awake. haha. My cousins, Yatie and Jidah are here too. At this very moment, Yatie is teaching Kaka Nurul how to play 'Speed'. I got the idea how to play it but I don't think I would manage to play it expertedly. heh.

Anyway, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY to my cousin, Dygku. Norhayati. May Allah always you with happiness and longevity my dear cousin. =))) And may you get a good result in your O level examination. 

Hehe. Just a brief detail on sleepover tonight. We had a surprise party for Yatie. hehe. We had the oreo cheese biscuits cake. It wasss quite yummy. Then we played cards. We had fun and Yazid even joined us main cards tadi. It is not something common for him to join us.Then we girls talked and talked for a while anddd I finally watched Sweeny Todd. Well, it wasn't really a happy endng type of  move but yes I agree with my cousin that the songs stuff are superb. Johny Depp and the others play their part well. Not bad. It is like a theatre type of movie. Eh no, a stage show would suit better =)

I am going to watch You are beautiful after this. I got somehow 'curious' about t. eh. It is a new Korean drama. Baru epsode 6 kali keluar. heh.

Okay, I'm off now.One of my brief post now. huhu.


Till next post. Salam.


xoxo








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Wednesday 21 October 2009

3:01:00 pm


'keto na keto na, u are my sonia. You, you, you are my sonia'. Hahaha. I was quite excited when aunt Jun used this song during bollywood aero this pm. ;) We used this song during annual dinner performance. I mean when I was with in DLS back in few months ago x)

Anyway, my mom is not so mad. Heheh. And I'm not really surprised;p So, since there are lots of selfish and self centred drivers out there I would just have to be extra careful. Lols.

What else? Ahh. I bumped into eham at Petani Mall. I went there after aero class since my cousin wanted to get something at Guardian. Anyway, it was good to see him ;)

And another thing, cqen texted me this morning telling me that she would have an operation for her backbone either on 2th Nov or 3rd Nov. And when I asked her when she would be admitted to the hospital,she didn't reply me. And I wonder is she okay or not. Hmmph. I'm waiting for her reply anyway. Heh. Busy x ya. :)

Alright, I wanna take my shower. It is late already and I'd get back to bio app later. Good night:)

Till next post. Salam.

P/s: Aero certainly makes me feel fresh and 'alert' . Lols.




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9:55:00 am


Haha. Okay, which bad things do you want to hear first? Okay, my mom is kinda mad with me. Because apparently she could not tolerate anymore with the fact that I am a clumsy driver. First, she blamed me when plat lesen Honda tu terlakap. Then, she found out the right side of d charade car ada picak and now she is pissed off because the front part garit by me. My lil bro woke me up just now to tell me 'ui, yg d dpn garit bgs kau langgar kereta urg. Mama inda suruh kau drive lg'.

Well I'm not going to say much about a BIG family van selfishly blocked my way td and made it difficult for me to keluar. And I'm not going to say that the lady in blue car asked me to drive k dpn lg and ended up kana kereta ny. To make me feel better, it was just an unfortunate to meet them,especially that selfish van driver. May God bless him.

Hoho. I haven't met my mom and in a short time I will. I need to get up,do my prayer and go for my bollywood class. Let see whether I am truly forbidden for driving. :) I'm cool with any outcoming. If she says driving is illegal for me,then fine. Send me then:) but I just know it wouldn't be illegal forever. Lol.

Next, mechanics paper? Blurgh. It was sucks as ever. I never really like mechanics. Some quests I got the working right though. But then some, Idk, mcm na logic my answers tu. Huhu. Anyway, I hope I at least won't get a U for it. I have enough of mechanics. Seriously:)

Oh yeah, my practical? Hehe. Well miroz texted me and told me I did not put the wrong codes, fortunately;) so then I'm going to smso on the 29th Oct and 5th Nov:)

Okay, my mom isn't at home now. I'd have to text her up them,reminding her about my bollywood classs.

I better get going now. Till next post. Salam. ;)




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Tuesday 20 October 2009

5:48:00 pm


I'm listening to D'massiv song at the moment, 'Jgn menyerah'. I like this song. A lot. Not just that it is inspiring, the melody and tune are good too. I keep on forgetting to download this song.

Anyway, I'm going to bed after this. I'm yawning a lot. Du-uh. Usually I wouldn't be so sleepy though it is past midnight already. Well, on 'usual' days, I usually have my afternoon nap so I always manage to stay up late. And I didnt have my pm nap for two consecutive days. That basically explains the endless yawns. Errr.

So, tomorrow's my mechanics paper and darn it, I don't think I am well prepared for it. Hush hush. Don't get tense now Yuh! Oh yeah, one more thing. Okay,I do not want to get panic yet but I kinda think I put the wrong codes while registering for the exam. I mean for the practical paper. I put down paper 33 buttt I think the right one would be 34... Since my juniors had their Chemistry practical paper TODAY and mine is on 29th.. Well, aren't we are supposed to take the same paper?? Okay, do not panic yet. Miroz will text me tomorrow. *inhale exhale*. Lols.

Next, I hate getting flu during exam time. Hoho. Since I'm going to bed early I must wake up early later to do last minute revision. I'm not thoroughly done with mechanics. Huhu. Pls mechanics, do me a favor. Go easy on me tomorrow. U dun like me and I don't really like u, so yeah, be easy to me and I won't have to deal with u ever ever again. Lol. I'm talking craps now. ;)

Ohh. It's Yuna with Yang Sebenarnya now. This song just reminds me of a person. A person who suggested me to download this song. And talking bout it, I havent downloaded the other 13 songs he asked me to download. Well, I don't think he would mention about them lg. I think... I do miss talking to him like nobody's bussiness. But I couldn't really get that 'sensation' at the moment. Well, it is either things would never be like they used to or maybe due to my examinations that I put limit going online. But really, I'm 'craving' for those imaginative,fantasies and silly arguments we used to have. And that is God's will whether I'd get them back later:)

I know in these kinds of things, to expect too much are unwise,especially in my case. Anyway, hope for the best and expect for the worst. In that way, we will literally be 'safe' from getting hurt;)

what else? Ahh. Td ptg my czn came over and we went to hua ho to buy food. And we indeed bought food like nobody's bussiness. Lols. Andd I miss the cats d umah ny. I miss to cuddle with those catsss. Soon, I'm going to meet them soon. I hope. ;)

Alright, I better be off or I'd be dead later aher bngun and panik apa lg. Lol!

Till next post then:) Salam. xoxo




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3:39:00 am


Talur buruk. I accidentally deleted my 'headache' post while deleting the triple copies of d recent post. Tambi! Haha. Mental. This is the thing bloggng using phone. Tedouble and etc etc. Kmbing. Im off.




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3:21:00 am


Salam and goodddddd morningg. Ahah. Watir. I'm feeling much much better. For few moments I thought I had got rid of the flu. Kali nya. Msih! Aha. But at least my head is not throbbing :p

So, knock my silly head, tomorrow is my Mechanics paper! And I feel like focussing on bio application. Haha. Talol.

Anyway, it is someone's birthday today. A person who used be my everything. Eseh. Literally:p and well, I greeted him. I did think it is better not to do so last night since he is a guy with high level of prejudice. Heh. But then who cares?:p Idc what he would think me greeting him with smiley icon included. :p

I greeted him on fb. Ahh, talking about fb, well, I did think myself as one of fb addicts. Haha. And ever since,well even before,creating this blog I simply have no mood to update my status and do my so-called blogging in fb. And currently, the only reason for me to log in my account is to communicate with ppl. Save credit. Haha! 'Communicate' tu pun means inbox-ing with my cousin for important matter. And if ada request approve. Ada comments bls. Heh. I sound gloomy. Nada la. That is the truth. Fb simply is lossing its appeal on me:p

Next, I just remember! I have a dream last night. Well, most dreams are not-so normal and illogic. ;p I could not really remember the whole dream but somehow I dreamt me being a primary teacher-something I don't want to really happen in real life, not that I don't like kids. They just could give me a major headache:p- and somehow I was also a librarian. And cg. S was there. Looking gorgeous and attractive as ever. Haha. But he missed an important feature in my dream. His charming smile. Eseh. Really, grumpy usul ny. Haha. So not him:p Astahh. Anyone would have thought I'm falling in love with him dreaming of him segala. Haha. Not. :p

Alright, till next post. Hehe. Salam ;)

'If it is too be it is up to me' and up to Allah to allow it to happen;)

Good day! xxx.

HAPPY 28TH MONTHSARIES TO ADVV. *is it 28th bnr?haha.sorry2*




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Sunday 18 October 2009

9:36:00 am


I'm tired. I just got home andd I haven't had my prayers yet. I wanna get shower lagi since I didn't wash my hair tadi. :p I was late. And that was really typical of me. :p

So I went to Bandar with my mom and waie tadi. I wore my favourite abstract baju kurung and I wore tudung;) *sekadar* I got dizzy and for a some time I was being unreasonably 'snappish' and a 'complainer'. ;p we parked our car arah parking bertingkat-idk the specific name-and bless me, most of d ppl there were foreigners and that kinda gave me 'headache' jua. So I went on complaining and my mom just smiled and teased me ja. She even said 'if kan cri boyfren, byk tu d bwh ah'. HAHA. I just rolled my eyes on hearing that;p

oh yeah, the place we were going to tadi was actually where vv used to work for months ago. Haha. I only figured that out msa otw when the lady, Eva called my mom to confirm whether we were coming or not. I didn't ask my mom in detail bout the english survey thingy last night. I just blindly agreed to accompany her. ;p and it just got me thinking when the lady on the phone mentioned about coming to 'office' instead of 'function', 'hall' and yg sewaktu dgn nya. Hehe.

So we went there and listened to the brief promotion about the books and stuffs. The lady in-charge found out that I'm vivi's friend and she mentioned to me dat vv tu dgn nya bekelahi n beibun:p anyway, we ended up buying english set of books for Waie:) I actually want to get the one with Watter thing for those kiddos but then I could not afford it yet and I want to pay it on my own, not using my mom's money. So someday, I'd purchase it. :) and btw, Eva also offers me a post d sana and I am very thankful and would be truly glad to work there but then I just could not take the offer due to transport issues:)

What else? Ahh. I'm not going to aero class. Wanna save up my energy for revision later. Lols. And, ah, cg S was obviously not there td. Haha. Lols.

Okay then. Till next post. Salam <3

note: how could it is ever possible to feel that warm feelings for a person u neva met in real? Idiotic much eh? :)




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Saturday 17 October 2009

6:19:00 pm


Haha. I am sleepy okayy. I just got thrilled that I finally told Vivi about this blog. Haha. The first viewer of the blog. Esehh;p

Sooner or later I'm gonna put my blog url at my msn personal message. I did put it tadi but kajap saja. Haha. I'm still thinking okay? ;p but yeah I will put it nanti since contacts arah email tu are my closest people! ;)

What else? Ahh. I chatted with my cousin just now, apart from Vivi, and we talked about snoring. Haha. Malas ku ckp. It wasn't my favourite subject or topic after all. :p

okay, I'm just going to read a bit of bio and I am soo going to bed. Mengantuk tahap maksima dh. :p tomorrow I'm not going to Cg. Hjh Jun's openhouse after all and self reminder-do not forget to text Mayyer- and I'm going to Bandar tomorrow with waie and mama.

We need to bring waie for some sort of English survey ka. Idk. Heheh. I wonder whether Cg. S nya ada or tidak. Haha. What?? He is undeniably cuteee lerr. Hahaha. He's quite tall, with nice face and cute smile, who would not deny the idea of 'liking' him. Well, me. HAHA. Anyway, I'm not into him okayyy? He does not fill my heart with that particular tingly feelings. Esehh.

Haha. Till next post. Salam. <3




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4:18:00 pm


Haha. Okay, whats with the science terms? :p lols. I'm still on biotechnology. I'm making notes of it so I can somehow 'register' and 'record' the terms and details in my lagging brain. ;p

Just few things, umm, let see. Today is indeed my last day teaching. For this year and Uncle Din offers me to teach sana lagi next year. Maths and English most probably. And well, I am delighted to teach lagi. ;) Insya Allah I'd start in February.

Okay, I'd finish my exam on the 20th Nov and few times it occurs to me, how terribly bored I'd be nanti. Seriously. But thenn, I somehow know what I'd do nanti;) Reading books, dvds, aerobics and going out once in a while. And I could join belia programmes if there is any nanti. Waa. I'm making plans way too earlier:p

What else. I want to watch that Selena Gomez movie right now but yeah, self dicipline! I need to get done with this bio notes and revision. Then baru boleh liat. Deal? Okay. Nice ;)

Till next post then. Salam:)

p/s: some things are simply unexplainable. It just happens, whether we want it or not, we sometimes don't even see it is coming. :)




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6:55:00 am


The weather is gloomy and I'm not going to let it affect my mood! Haha. Seriously, this is just the perfect weather for a nap!:p So yeah, I am definitely taking some caffein after this. ;) I need to be productive. I need to at least get done with two A2 bio topics. I'm currently on biotechnology. Later I'm teaching and I'd better check their work and make sure I have some work to give them later. ;) So till next post. Salam. :)




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Friday 16 October 2009

6:06:00 pm


Okay, I'm still on this blog thingy. Haha. Lol. Somehow I do want readers for my blog. That is the intention of having a blog right? Getting people viewing your post. Or to be specific, people knowing what you gotta say. :) Anyhow and paradoxically, I haven't truly made up my mind about it. Haha. Lol!

Well at least I mentioned about me creating a blog to a person, a favourite person indeed. Mr. Amir that is. But then, I haven't given him the add of this blog so technically this blog is still 'unexposed'. Lol. Lol. Why does it seem like I'm making a fuss out of this blog thngy?? Whatever:p and I am planning to tell Vivi sooner or later;)

Okay, moving on. Let talk about synapse. Few things just made me think of synapse. Synapse is a gap where two neurones meet. Basically what it does are 1) It ensures one-way transmission 2) It increases the possible range of actions in response to a stimulus and 3) It is involved in memory and learning.

Okay, the first function has nothing to do with what I'm going to say. Well, nothing much. It's just, there are times when I seem to be sure about myself and doing the right things. Okay, short and simple, I like a person. Or to be a lil specific, I like a guy. I figured that out quite a some time already. Andddd, sensibly it is just unwise to really really like him. I made a stupid mistake anyway while 'setting' in my mind not to go on liking him a lot. I accepted my 'lost' best friend who just got dumped by his gf to get into relationship. I did try hard while doing that. I didnt really go online and when I got excited while talking to that particular someone I had to remind myself, 'I am with S and not him'. That was pushing myself. I know and I know now that was pointless.

I had my own reasons to do that. I categorised that as a 'reflex action'. This has a lot connection with synapse. In complicated ways. I accepted S's out of rationality. Like, he is my best friend*now he 'was'* and he might have known me well and would never drive me mad. Other than that I didnt want to let my mind rule brain. I did that twice and I ended up putting myself in endless misery. Anyway, I was terribly wrong. I don't have to say what truly happened between me and the ex best friend. I made the wrong choice and I paid a terrible cost for it. Fair and square:)

Another synapse connection is..at times I know better to stop yet I couldn't help myself. :) logic thinkings or sensible behaviour just doesn't get along well with desire and emotions:)

anyway, I'd stop and get back to bio application. Till next post. Salam:)




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9:16:00 am


Okayy, I think I am quite done with the layout thingy for now. and yes pretty much headache-ing. lols. I am not satisfied with the background thingy. heh. Well, I am a beginner right? Whatever. I would learn about these blog thingy slowly. Handling things coolly okay? =p Anyway, I included a chat box too though I am still thinking whether to let anyone know about the 'existence' of this blog. I would one day but then, I am keeping it to myself at the moment. I do want to tell Vivi. She would love to know that I finally have a blog of my own. =)

In an hour or so, I will be having my Salsa class with my dearest cousin. I can already feel my mind getting exhausted. And God and I know that I need to do my serious revision tonight. Well, frankly, I should be revising at the moment instead of having an unnecessary headache edititng a blog!!! =s

What else? I am heading home after this, before my mom texts me up, reminding me about exam. lol.

Actually, I have quite a number of things to share here. They are the actual reason why I could not wait exam to be over to create my own blog. But then, at this moment, I don't feel like talking about them. I would talk about them someday, for sure. At the moment I am just pretty much blank. So, till now. I am going home.

Good day to you, well,  if there is anyone reading this. lols.




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Thursday 15 October 2009

5:28:00 pm


Haha. Okayy. I know I said I would only create a blog of my own after the exam. Heh. Well, I was bored. Lols. Anyway, here I am! Hehe. I couldn't wait till exam is over to do this. I do my so called blogging in fb and well, some things, I just could not 'expose' them. So, I'm making a blog of my own!!:D.

Anyway, I'm still lost with the layout and stuff. Perhaps I am going to the cyber tomorrow to make this blog proper! Using mobile phone isn't that easy lerr. So yeah, most definitely I'm going to cyber tomorrow! And I hope I would not have 'difficult' time to make this blog appear more proper and nice. Lols ;)

I seriously ought to do my revision now! Huhu. So, I'm off! ^^

Oh yeah, I'm not making this blog private. Just, 'less expose'. :)

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