Goodbye November. Here comes December. The last month of the year. One more month for a new year. A month to think back of what we have gone through the years and spend a lil more time with beloved ones. A month of holiday,well for most people. Haha. Okay, what's with the December stuffs? Lol. Heh. But anyway, they are true though:)

Okay,enough crapping. Lol. I feel good. Hehe. I was feeling rather weird today. An obvious-not-happening dream I had last night somehow affected my mood the whole day. I got moody and tense. One of my weirdest dreams. Not talking much bout it, I might find it hard to stop and would feel that weird tingly feeling again. And there was another thing too that makes me feel somehow torn into two, torn between my own selfishness and self-less-ness. And well, I have not truly made up my mind about it. Lol. I know you are pretty much lost to read this paragraph and well, I don't feel like telling in details. Mostly due to my weakness at summarising. Lol.

Something else now, ahh, my written test, it was okay. It was an hour and 30 mins test. 30 mins for each paper. First paper was 60 English mcQ quest,then essays and questions on Maths. I managed to do them within the time given. I hope I did okay on those papers :) oh yeah, Ramizah was one of the candidates tadi. We were quite surprised to see each other. Hehe. She sat next to me during the test.

Oh, I just remember Uncle Din texted me tadi asking me to go to Tuition place pasal a student wanted to makd payment. Oh well,obviously I was not available to do that. :/

What else? Ahh, I am having a pre outing with Vivi,Elza and Qens tomorrow. Hehe. A last mins and spontaneous plan. Haha. I'm bringing mamai along tomorrow since I think my sis would find it hard to handle those two kiddos if I am going later afternoon. Hehe. We will go and book New Moon tickets and then bejaur. X)

okay, enough talking. Till next post then. Nite.

Should I or shouldn't I watch dvd now? Lol.

Hello~Salam, I'm blogging again. Haha. Okay, I now seriously think that I actually have a multiple personality disease. Haha. Nauzubillah. I'm just pretty much flactuate,that is all. Plus I always feel good after I do my daily duty as a Muslim. Not exaggerating or showing off, it is just simply true:)

Heh, anyway I am repetitively listening to few songs at the moment. All the right moves, Fireflies, SOS, Good girls gone bad, Bad Romance and Dancing Queen. :p Somehow they are addictive. :p

Okay, tomorrow afternoon I'll do a written test at Baiduri bank. And part of me kata, it would be easy squeezy lemon squeezy- do I get this phrase right? Lol- and yet part of me kata 'do not take things for granted'. Plus my aunt and mom asked me earlier should not I be revising for it? Heh. Yes, they are right, I should and here I am with some maths questions. Haha. The basic ones. I just hope I can do it tomorrow. ;)I'll look through few things later.

What else? Ahh, outings with friends would be on 4th Dec, I think so it is confirmed already. Hmm,anyway, we will be watching New Moon and I have a feeling it is way better than Twilight. Well, better do not expect high though. :) and the next friday, on 11th, Insya Allah Elza and me will meet Dls girls-well some only,lol-. We will have lunch and take photos at arcade? Heh. Hopefully. :p

Ummph, I think I'd stop now. Till next post then. A very good night to you all:)))

The resentment is still there and ignoring it is the best and ideal response. :P.

Hey, salam. Hello peeps. Hmm, I'm not feeling pretty much hyper or positive at the moment. Just few silly things pop up in my mind and somehow make me a bit upset and moody.

Generally, I hate buggers. I am not a saint, no obviously I'm not and yet I'm not that cruel or bitchy or sort. It's just, when I got angry I barely contain my anger. I either hold it or burst out. I notice when a person has gone too far, I tend not only see salah nya. Other's mistakes and wrong doings would automatically play in my mind. That is sucks, frankly speaking. I got all tense and extra sensitive. I may say 'it's okay, let's just move on' and bla bla. But truthfully, what ever wrong doing one did to me,it is always there. Was,is and will be always there.


Anyway, I think I would just stop before I go on. Once out, I might find it hard to stop saying things. I better do prayers, that would certainly help. Insya Allah.

Good night then.

Heyy, I am blogging again! Heheh. Usu just did some makeover to my hairs and yes I like it. Haha. I feel so inda panas. I am going to spend another night here, with my first sister this time, Yuhani that is. HEHE. And tell you something, I haven't got out from this house even for one second. haha. Bekurung banar. Hehe. We are pretty much jobless. Usu laki went to Miri earlier and now is on his way home. =)))

Nevertheless I like it here. Staying here gives me the pleasure of cuddling with the catsss. I spent my day doing few things to kill the time. I have endless chats with Usu Bini and have fun commenting on the Indonesian actors at Parabola. Haha.Okay, not meaning to sound bitchy or anything but how on earth can't any of those handsome, super duper hot guys are not in BRUNEI????? Haha. Be here and let me make one of you as my partner. Haha! Now that is gruesome. As if look is what matters a lot in relationship. Heh. What is the use of having a gorgeous look when he or she doesn't have what it takes to be an ideal partner? =))

Hehe. Anyway, since I was jobless tadi, I created an account on Twitter. And I immediately found that it is quite boring there, heh, maybe due to I haven't had any friends there. lol. So anyway, I then decided to register on Plurk. HAHA. I seriously like it. Or I actually getting myself in love and addicted with it. Haha. Lol.

What else? Heheh. I think I'd stop first. I have not had my Maghrib prayer. Hehe. So, till next post-which might be later=p, aha. Alright, take care of yourself dear people. hehe.

Oh yeah, I was waken up earlier this morning by Elza's message. Haha. Forwarding Bella's text for bowling outing. Hehe. She was not going since she has to do revision. And presumably I was not going too jua. Haha. Plus I am at Usu's cribs and feel very much 'lazy' to do anything. Heheh.

Okay, ciao! x))

Heyy, Salam! :D I am at Usu's cribs at the moment. Mamai IS supposed to be here with me jua and apa nah,she cried and refused to come with me as soon as she saw Waie's NEW bicycle. Haha. Usu laki was like 'Pembuyuk'. HAHA. My sister is 'cute'. Tengok kakak die lerr. HAHA! Oh myy God, I am quite hyper now. Again, talking improves my mood=p Currently talking to usu and chatting with my dearest cuzie. hehe. And yes, I feel very much talkative. hehe.Anyway, I had a good time earlier afternoon with Vivi and Zar. Vivi and I had our lunch first at Ayamku before going to Zar's house. Hehe. And we bought some dvds earlier. *despite my vow not to buy any dvd  yet, I got myself Rebound dvd! HAHA. Okay, I am officially a DVD addict. lol

We arrived at Zar's house at around 2 ish Though I promised her to be at her place around 1.30. Biasa, janji melayu=p Zar and Vivi helped me to change my blogskin apa. Anddddd I was seriously wrong to think changing blogskin stuff is a piece of cake. =pp I doubt I will do it expertly the next time I want to change my blogskin.Why? Cuz Vivi helped me a lot with that. Haha. Mcm my job was to pilih and decide whether the stuffs are okay or not. Haha. Vivi, my saviour=p Thanks a lot babe! and Zarifah tooo. Hehe. And talking about my blog too, Vivi even linked my blog with the Sci1 United babes. hehe. I did not think of it. I thought putting my URL on FB was just enough. =)

I seriously had good time at Zar's crib tadi. We had good laughs and talks. Haha. We talked about New Moon, books, their Uni lives, they fill me in with UBD stuffs and yes, I want to further my study. Learning is just a wonderful thing to be missed once we started working. lol. Oh yeah, talking about working, I received a call from Baiduri Bank this afternoon asking me to come for a written test on this Monday afternoon. And I was like a bit nervous about it since I was not expecting any feedback that soon. Haha. Anyway, wish me luck. Hehe. There are two more banks that I wanna send my letter to, HSBC and Standard Chartered. Yeah, procrastinating again!

Hehe. Okay, till here. Gonna have my dinner. Or should I say say gonna get more kgs and calories? Hahah. Goodnight people!

Heyy, I'm blogging again. Lol. It is 10 mins to go to 2 am. Just finished watching Mama Mia. Haha. God, that movie is full of eccentric madness and drama. I have a good time watching it, fill me with laughter. Lol ;p I love musical movie best. ;)

I technically did nothing so productive today. Just the usual laundry and cleaning stuffs. Heh. And I started reading Movie Girl today and I have finished reading it today jua. Well I like the content. The ending..well it's just quite too simple.*as if things are that wonderfully easy, practically. Lol. Tomorrow I will start reading another book lagi. Heh. I can feel myself getting into books and dvds now. And I supposed that explains my lazy mood to go out and get snappish whenever someone or something interupts me while reading.

What else? Ahh, I watched G.I Joe too before watching Mama Mia. And I enjoyed it. All in all I enjoyed watching both. :)
Hmm, I think I'd stop. My eyes are getting heavier. I wanted to blog bout some other random things but ngantuk dh. Good night people. Or morning,appropriately. Lol.

xoxo

Doing nothing soo productive somehow makes me snappish and yes I'd love to have a go on certain and specific selfish and shameless buggers at the moment. :)

Salam, hello peeps. ;D. I'm currently listening to Miley Cyrus. This Party in the USA seriously makes me feel...umm,energetic? Haha. Lol. Makes me wanna moves along with it. Haha. Lol. Love the chorus part!:p

Anyway, I tried to change my blogskin earlier and well to no avail. Haha. I ended up having a minor headache. I was lost how to do it though Zar tried to guide me tadi. Hehe. *Thanks babe!

Earlier this afternoon I went to Bandar with my cousin, Yazid, to send my SPA2 form. And yeah, he's not the type that talk a lot and it was me who did all the talking for most of time. At first we were so quiet masa on the way. I was way too sleep to think of any subject to talk about. Lol! ;p Anyway, we went to the Mall for a while after that. I wanted-or I thought so-to get myself some cappucino. Heh. Anyway, I ended up enjoying my ABC than the cappucino. Toooo bitter and coffee-ish. Lol. X) And and I bought dvds,again. Heh. Mom isn't happy with my sis and my endlessly-buying-dvds habit. Toink~ I don't know why but somehow I feel that I need to keep 'topping up' my dvds. Haha. Telur. There are several dvds I am planning to get soon. ;)

What else? Ahh, I am currently reading a book. The Balance Thing by Margeret Dumas. Hehe. And I rate it 3 stars la. I like the main character. She sounds like someone that I know very well. Lol *inside joke. And I am sure I will finish reading it after this. Hehe. Just few chapters and I so want to know how Rebecca-a date lazy who's afraid of commitment,increduleously oblivious to guys' attempts to build relationship with her- gets herself involved with Josh-a vampire cartoon drawer,incredibly attractive and a bit too good to be true guy. Haha. Okay, what a tangled statement;p

Alright, I guess I'd stop here. Till next post then. Hehe. Goodnight people.

xoxo

p/s: Not over the crush but know well how to deal with it. :)

Haha. A title out of boredom. Lol. Heh. I just had 2 hours phone call with Awg. Najerry earlier. Heh. Like after how many months ka we didn't really talk to each other through the phone. I even barely see him this year :)

The phone call was okay and quite nice. We got to joke like we used to. And I notice and a bit proud that I know how to bls teases nya. Haha. Lol. I used to be bullied and nda pandai bnr cri jwpn x time dulu2 if kana naya and he mentioned something like 'kenapa tia kau pyh kn mengalah ni?'. Lolss. Anyway, will see him somewhere in Dec-I repeated that few times tadi and included 'aku malas and nada rasa kn jmpa siapa2 bulan November ne'. Lols. Heh. Not that I really mean to dismiss people or apa in a rude way but then nth.. I just can't really feel the excitement of going out...yet. Except for New Moon of course. Heh.

Anyway, I just start reading a book tadi. I wanted to read Movie Girl initially and later switched to Balance things. Hehe. Both books seem enjoyable to me. I am not entirely focussed yet since I have some minor tasks to be done. I haven't sent both my SPA/2 form
and the letters stuff yet. And I need to go to Pejabat Buruh tomorrow since my buruh card expired dah and I totally was not aware of it till mom asked me tadi*typical.

Ummph, what else? Ahh. I think till next post then. If I am to get at least few things done tomorrow I better go to bed now. Goodnight people.

p/s: It seems preferable to keep a sensible distance just to avoid awkwardness:)

I am feeling quite gooddd. Hehe. I'm done with the letter thingy. I just need to fill in SPA/2 form after this :) and then I can do things that I wanna do. Haha. Games/DVDs/Story books that is. I think I'm gonna have a peek at my Insaquarium game for a while. Lama inda check my fish pets:p

Anyway, New Moon is coming soon and I have been hoping that it would be my first outings with my dearest friends. :)

I think I'm just gonna stop here. This is the shortest post so far, as I am aware of. Lol. I just feel good that I at least got a task done this time. Hehe. Cleaning and packing, mom says we will just start doing it once school holidays start ;) that suits me just perfectly.

Feeling utterly bliss:)

Good night.

xoxo

Beautiful Sundayy!!*attempting a big smile. Haha. Aku boring. And I know I got books and dvds to occupy me butttt I just won't feel right to leisure and pamper myself when I know there is a number of things to be done. First, letter stuffs and start packing. Haa. Aku malas. But then it just doesn't feel right to ignore the fact that I need to get things done :s

So at least I need to get started with letters stuffs and do a bit clean up. And then yes I'd pretty much deserve my own time for books and dvd. Been craving to do these two things. Heh.

Till next post then. Pretty much feeling tense. Lol.

Oh yeah, so loving the song Good Girls Gone Bad. It somehow makes me feel that it is okay not to be self dicipline at times. For eg,it is okay to procrastinate and be lazy. Haha. Not! Lol. Off.

xx

Wheel of life, up and down,roller coaster and what else? Pasang surut? Yeah,anything would do. Anyway, I just suddenly feel not so happy with certain things. I am not going to ellaborate much. Just seriously, do not play with one's emotions. It sucks. Do not give hope and hurt one's heart in any possible way. Huhu. I just feel unfair ja. I've been through pains,betrayals and etc and it just makes me a bit angry to see the same things happen to people I know. People that I care about. :/.

Anyway, positive side, there's a first time before 'more' things are coming. Pains,betrayals and losts just one of the negative phases we need to go through in lives. So chew that up. :)

And to whom it may concern, no need to feel down, the right one or thing would turn up sooner or later. :)

Okay enough negative rambling. :)

Me and my sis got to see our soon to be house earlier pm. And well the house is okay. Just need some clean up. And I'm not sooo eager to do that. :s

hmm,anyway, I ended up doing practically NOTHING today. Nothing went according to plan. I did not do any of the things that I have mentally listed. Oh ada, going to my dad's grave and going out with my mom and sister. I even forgotten to go to the Saloon and ask how much hair touch up would cost me. *looking for $50 and below only. Heh.

What else? Hmm, nothing x. Till next post then. Gud nite.

xoxo

p/s: will read and reply comments tomorrow;)

Hello peeps. Salam. Hehe. I officially finished my exam today. And I can officially pamper myself and live in my own world. Haha. Not. I was exaggerating and I am not to have my 'paradise' the way I wanted it to be. Lol. Not so soon anyway. Hehe. I need to get few things done asap and I need to start assist my mom doing packing up and that includes packing up my stuffs too. Like as soon as possible since we are to move out soon or to be specific before next year. We eventually got a house to rent, Alhamdullilah and just need to clarify few things and we shall start moving out our stuffs. Moving to new house, I kinda look forward to it but packing things up and moving them out of the house, now that is something I am not quite looking forward to. Haha. Anyway, our soon to be house is located at Penanjong, near to Tutong Camp gate. Hehe. It is green in colour and I hope the owner would kindly repaint the house before we move in. =)))

I thought I have lots to say but when I come to blogging I am just quite blank. Haha. Not so in talkative mood I guess. Heh. Just random things, I wanna get extra money so I don't have to think whether to do a touch up for my hair or not. *been debating with myself whether I should or not. Haha. I wanna buy story booksssss, I wanna buy dvds. And I wanna watch You're Beautiful. Haha. Random. Anyway, You're beautiful, yeah, perhaps I am just really going to wait for the DVD and get it as soon as it is out. Heh. Let see whether tomorrow I will or not watch it on Vikii.com while sleeping over at Usu's cribs. Maybe inda kali since we plan to watch 2012 at their home theater TV set. And moreover I bet I will be occupied with the 'kiddos'-Victoria, Francee, Kubert, Edmund, Wolf and Yellowkit. Hee. I miss them!

Bah, till next post I guess. I could not recall the things that I wanna share here at the moment. Lol. Good day.

xoxo

p/s: HAPPY 29TH MONSARIES TO ADVV- a pair of kambings who I love and love me back dearly. hahaha

Heh. I love nescafe. Haha. Lol. I'm gonna drink some after this. Quite sleepyy and would pretty much need that to keep me awake, not to mention hyper? Haha. Okay, I'm getting hyper.:P. I should be focussing on my Literature stuff instead of blogging but then I just want to blog. As I said yesterday, talking is one way to improve your mood. :P.

Anyway, my biology tadi? Kambing lah. P2 was okay. The questions were quite simple and topics yang came out pun yang not so difficult on. Which I'm half-ly grateful with and the other half felt kambing a bit pasal I slept at 5 just to hafal kan the heart thingy,protein sythesis and transport in mammals & plants. Toink. Sleepy ku yo~:p And P5? Jangan tah ckp, bg mental mcm biasa. Heh. Ada proving which aku balik2 takan2 calculator but ended up with nothing. Oh yeah ada lagi satu. P2 ah, I confidently changed my answer from 'channel' to 'carrier' proteins for Calcium ions transport membrane. Like....kambing.

Heh. Okay, what else? Ah, I'm gonna put this blog url on my fb profile. So I am finally 'exposing' this blog:) People are welcome to read my endless talking. Haha! Feel free to judge or criticise but do keep your judgements and critics to yourself. Low self esteem ku krg. Haha. Godddddd, why am I so hyper?

Bah. I'm off. Tada~ till next post. Salam;)

p/s: i miss talking to you dude. Currently listening to one of the songs in ur playlist. Anyway, I'm not 'getting' you back. That is easy to be accepted. :)

off to get nescafe and chocssss:) -love the endless storage of chocs in my house. Haha. Lol.

Haha. I was like pissed off just now. And now I get my good mood back after chit chatting with Farah. Talking is certainly one way to improve your mood. Heh. Lol. Anyway I was tense earlier because I could not find my Granny's watch I borrowed last month for exam. I kept on forgetting to return it back to her and well, it goes missing now. That is very very typical. Lol.

I was looking for my printer installer CD few days ago,and I could not find it too. So tadi, I just decided a little clean up and pack up might be right. Buttttt, I got tense instead. I went through my things tadi and I came across with my journals and I reread through some and well, missing things and misplacing things is just sooo me. Haha. Thanks to that 'encounter' too that I decided to stop going through my things and Farah came at the perfect time to lighten up my mood a bit. Heh.

Anyway, five more papers to go- Bio P2 & P5: tomorrow, Eng. Lit P5-18TH, Eng. Lit P6-19th and Chem P1- 20th. Hehe. Do my very best okayyy.*Insya Allah. :))) This is going to be the last time I'm taking exam. Amiinnn x40:) And I've made up my mind, yeah again, I want to further my study. I know I said I want to get a job and take care of family, well I was not being quite sensible and rational at that time:) Mom wants me to continue my study and yes, I wanna be there too, with my dearest friendsss. That is what I want. :)))

What else? Ahh, just a immediate-things-to-do list once exam is over. Heh.
+Pack up my things, clear up every things+
+Find the so-called missings+
+DVD shoppings+
+Watch dvds+
+Story books+

Heh. Bah, till next post. Get going with revision Yuh.

Oh yeah, I love Miley Cyrus's songs. Well, most. Heh 'Nodding my head like yeah, moving my hips like yeah~'. Haha.

Dada~

xoxo

Hehe. Hi again~ Last night I saw someone's status on FB saying something like those who believe that Friday with a date 13th is a bad luck are just being illogic. I think that person said something like 'No logical explanation for such belief'. Heh. Well, I kinda not prefer the number 13 saja. Not that I really believe such nonsense. Just..out of habit I guess;)

I had my second English Literature paper this afternoon and well, I hope my essays are not so troll. I chose Twelfth Night and A View from the Bridge. I did not expect Twelfth Night to come out in the paper tadi and I just answered based on my learning and memory back in few months ago and the last two years. I chose the passage question, extracted from Act 1 Scene 5. The question was 'What is your point of view with the following scene, paying more attention to how William Shakespeare presents Viola and Olivia'. =) The second essay I did was 'Based on the following scene, what is the dramatic significance of Alfieri first encouter with Eddie?'. And honestly I enjoyed doing the second essay ta plg. Hehe. Well, I just did not expect Twelfth Night to come out wa, I thought masuk paper 5. Huhu. Lol!

Anyway, I already tagged some of my birthday pictures taken by Farah on FB. =) What else? Ahh, just random. And oh yeah, self reminder, Keep the positive aura and avoid going to negative path. Haha. Telur. Nothig just reminding myself=DDD

Okay, I think till next post =DDD  Good night.

xoxo

p/s: I might just get the DVD of ur Beautiful. boring ku liat putus2. haha. lol. I heard from my cousin, it is getting interesting!!!! =D

I am at my Usu's crib and it is 11.30 PM already. And yes my eyes are a bit tired but I just don't feel like going to bed early tonight. I ought to, thinking I had less and less sleep for the past few days. lol. Typical lah, exam period. lols.

I had Chemistry paper 4 early this morning and the questions were mostly okay but again I am just not clever or good enough to work out all the answers within the time given. ;sss So yeah, there were a number of blanks and I am quite frustrated with that fact. lol. Okay, what done is done. Just focus on coming papers! :))) On coming Friday I'd have my second English Literature. Heh. I thought I'd do the paper tomorrow. lol. Heh. Anyway, I am going to accompany my usu tomorrow morning to bring my Grandma to JPMC for appointment. So, I am certainly not waking up late later. :) But then I seriously don't feel like going to bed earlier either. I wanna watch You're Beautiful after this :))))


Hmm, what else?Heh, I don't have anything particular to blog about. I just want to blog for a while. Alright then, till next post. Good night people :)



xoxo

It is two minutes before 12 am and by the time I'm done blogging it would be 10th Nov already. Hehe.

Anyway, I had a blast and wonderful times today! I seriously expected very little on this special day of mine. I thought it would have been the typical birthday with greetings via fb and hp. Hee. Not that I'm not grateful. I am indeed. Having people remembering your birthday, that is good enough:) And I just could not ask more for today. And forgive me to admit I am quite exhausted from wonderful surprises and the happy lovey dovey feelings. Haha.

Okay, first, as usual, ever since form 4, Elza was the first to greet me last night. The first five minutes greet-ers were her, my sis, Vivi, Farah and my Usu. I didn't realize my credit was low last night and I decided not to read their texts. Hehe. I wanna bca and reply trus. And I only read their messages with some other people early this morning. And, yes, I simply love them!:) Thanks again. X)

Then at around lunch time Usu came over to my place. And I didn't even realize usu bini brought a cake. I did predict my mom would buy Ayamku for lunch but didn't see that a mini makan2 would be held. Haha. That was when my first 'smiling' emotions came. Heh. Lol. It was simply wonderful to have my family doing that for me:) Esp my beloved cousin, for the cake. Though she's not here, she made sure I have my cake;D

And so I thought the birthday stuffs ended there. But not really, late at the afternoon my mom gave me two things. A photo frame for six pictures-ngam, mine would be in the middle one and the rest of my family's would be in the other five. Haha- and a jewellery box-a good one since my accesories selalu ampai2:p-. So again I thought that was the end. Haha. Lol. I seriously expected less for this 20th birthday!

And I went to kadai kajap td and sent my sister and Farah to the easyway. Konon. I didn't suspect a thing. Haha. They didn't go there and went to buy a cake actually. I didn't even get suspicious when they went home earlier and said easy way 'nada wireless'. Haha.

And at around 7 pm when I was about to take my wudhu and have my Maghbrib prayer, Farah's mom came and insisted to see me. That was weird but again I simply thought she wanted to give me something. So I was tekajuttt tahap maksima to see Ilham, Elza, Addie, Vv and Farah with two cakes. That hit the button,okay. I cried out of surprise and happiness! Seriously I didn't expect to see them today! Vivi and Elza gave me a beautiful kain which I will potong when I lose some weight. Haha! We took some pictures. Eham would upload them in fb soon ;)

The whole thing didn't stop there. When I was all tired but happy I received a surprise call from Pelangifm. Farah requested that. And really, I just had a number of great surprises that all I wanna do was smiling and tell whoever wants to listen that I am blissfully happy!;)

Hehe I'd stop now. Till next post. Thanks for the greetings and wishes. And importantly I thank Allah for today. ;)

xoxo

Yeah, the last few hours before I'm turning into 20.. And I feel like it was yesterday that I was still 12-15 years old,wondering how would I be like on the age of 20. And I don't know.

I'm not excited. No, that doesn't mean I am being all negatives. Lol. I used to get so excited when my birthday is coming but this time, somehow and weirdly, I am not looking forward. Lols. Few people greeted me in advance and I was like 'heyy guys, let 8th Nov pass by first and you are welcome to greet me'. Lols. Demanding and ungrateful much eh? No, nada lah. I'm happy okay and grateful enough to have people remember my birthday and to receive greetings from people. ;))) And another thing, I tend to 'hint hint' my family-as if they are not aware-that my special day is coming close and ironically I got a bit annoyed when my sister teases me with birthday songs and 'getting old' stuffs. Haha. Doing the slightest best to ignore her. ;p

hmm, what else. Ahh, zar came over to place earlier to pick up Paranormal Activity dvd. She stayed for a while and she filled me in with stuffs. And seriously I'd better rajin kan myself read newspapers or any reading source to get updated with current news and issues. :/ Oh yeah, the dvd, it's not 'fun' but is surely something. Hehe. I don't know how to summarise it but if you want you can always borrow mine:)

At night, Syazwan,Qayyum and Zaim came over. Syazwan said Zaim wanted to borrow my Paranormal Activity. Idk. I didn't focus:) Ummph, they stayed for quite a while. Talked a lot to Syazwan. He reminded me about our outing in December:) Yeah, batah sangat inda outing with ia. And moreover, I owe him Jollibee treat;)

What else? Ahh, cqen finally texted me. Telling me that she is okay. Hehe. Will reply her later or tomorrow. Insya Allah will top up tomorrow:)

I think I'd stop here. Till next post then. I want to revise biology MCQ. Goodnight.

xoxo

Hola, Salam peeps:) I'm quite sleepy at the moment and I put on Paranormal Activity dvd just now. Two friends told me that it is scary, well, my comment so far, it is pretty much boring. Lol. Or maybe the 'ghosts' and the other creepy part would appear later on. Heh.

Anyway, I had my first english literature paper today. Poetry and Prose that is. Andd well, none of the poems and passage/books are taken from the books I focussed on. And well, I just did my best writing the essays. By luck, I hope it would not be sooo troll. Lols. Next paper would be on 10th, biology mcq.:) so yes, if this paranormal dvd turns to be boring to tolerate with, I'd just end up having a date with bio book. Worthwhile lagi. Lols:)

Oh yeah, yesterday I met Elza up to give her last salary at Ahbab and she treated me at Jollibee. Hee. *Thanks for the treat babe* Then we went to the beach kajap. It had been a while we didn't go to Pantai. Eh, wait, a while I didn't hang out with her. Not just her, Vivi jua. :) sabar, lapas exam for sure outings! Haha.

Ummph, what else? Ahh, I haven't heard from Cqen. And just now I sent a text to her. Hopefully she is getting okay by now. She is tough, but then, sakit wah tu... Huhu.

Hmmph, okay then. Till next post. Salam and goodnight:)

I'm being quarantined! Lols. I had my biology practical just now. Anddd I just could not wait to get out of here. Boringgg wa. I hope I'd be out by 10.30 instead of 10.45. Heh. Okay, let me mumbling for the sake of 'killing' the time. Lols.

I met Miruz earlier, before my practical started and we had a nice brief chat:) Though we are not close buddies, but yes, I miss her indeed. She is fun to be with. ;) Oh yeah, I forgot to tell her about this blog aa. I'd love to let her know. Haha. And I forgot to ask for passwords to access her blog:P. Eheh.

Hmmph, okay. I'm hungry. Haha! I didn't have breakfast td;s. Anyway, last night I kinda expected that I'd wake up late and feel terribly sleepyy. But surprisingly no. Haha. I slept at 2 x last night. I chatted with elza and mr amir on msn. Haha. And and I was talking to usu bini jua:P.

Oh yeah, last night I watched movie 'The Tournament' with usu laki. Like I am having exam today but we ended up watching dvd ta plg. Haha. It is something unusual pasal usu laki yg bwa liat. Heh. He is normally strict;) anyway the dvd was okay, a brutal and killing type of movie. I was like 'eww', 'damn,putus tgn nya','shit,melatup kepalany' and etc etc. Haha. Forgive the not so nice usage of words;p

Okay, we are going out of this chemistry lab at 10.45 after all. Lol. 3 mins the go. By the time I publish this post I shall be out dh x. Toink.

Till next post then. Caio. Salam ;)

Salam and hello peeps :) I am at my usu's crib. I have my Biology Practical exam tomorrow morning. I was supposed to sleepover alone but at the last minute I managed to persuade my family to join me. Eheh. I somehow missed the cats so much and yes I am glad to be here. =)) Mom said something like 'Nda kau tebelajar kan d cni'. Well, I agree with that. I was trying to focus tadi but I felt incomplete without having any kittens around, so I took Francee with me. And what she did was playing around with my pencil. haha. And that obviously distracted me. =p But somehow I loveee that kind of distraction;)

Okay, enough rumbling about catsss. heh. Let talk about my exam earlier today. Statistics was...ummm...no comment. lols. Chem P2 was so so and Chem P5 was surprisingly not so difficult. Heh. It wasn't so easy but I felt good after the exam. That was a good thing right? =p

Hmm, what else? Hmm, Idk. At this very moment my feeling and emotions are at ease but then back in few hours ago and some time yesterday, I was feeling...not at ease and a bit annoyed. Today something just nags me and I just want to get over that matter. It wasn't a big deal and it just annoys the hell out of me that some parties make it sound like something 'big'. Moreover I am not in the mood to deal with things at the moment, especially for unnecessary things. :) In a way I am willing to do anything just to settle it out. Heh. Anyway, things happen for reasons, don't they? =)

I think I'd better stop. Till next post then. Salam:)

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Lols. I just woke up from my nap and yes, I'm not feeling quite good. First, I am getting fever. Ahh, that would certainly 'assist' my revision progress. And secondly I was pretty much upset with people in general before taking my nap. And with this throbbing head, I still feel like 'du uh,whatever'.

Okay, I am rather pissed off with some 'party' at the moment. I don't want to talk in details since I don't know where to start. Basically a person or shall I say a family? Lol. Anyway, they agreed to rent their house to us at the first place. We signed agreement and now they told us they did jadi sewa the rumah to someone else. Like. Du uh. Telur bnr.. And my mom received a memo td that we need to give,urgently, a picture of the house that we want to rent to Pejabat Ugama if we want Baitulmal pay half for it. Sasak lah ku. So we just told the truth lah. And that guy said 'mana boleh tu, pasal awal2 udah bejanji besurat kan'. Haa. You go and tell that to them mister.

Other things, hmmph. Malas ku ckp. I better take shower apa. And get started with revision.

Till next post then. Salam.

My mom is going homeee. Yeay! Ahah. Lol. She was admitted to Ripas yesterday's afternoon due to pain at her tommy area. Now I'm waiting for her to change her clothes and we'd be off:D.

Anyway, my cousin left for Manchester yesterday and that was our first time not sending her off. She was worried bout my mom.. Yala, from friday dh she felt that painful pain. Huhu. I'd see my cousin in two months time anyway. X)

What else? Ahh, I visited qen's last night. My mom was in ward 7 and she's in ward 9. And I think her surgery is postponed to tomorrow.. :) Hope she'd be fine, amiin:)

Okay then,till next post:) salam.

Yuhana is the name. Yuh is what normally people call me. Moody, demanding, sensitive,selfish and unreasonable,those are my not so nice personality at particular times. Hyper, happy, laughters, peace, cheerful, secure, comfort,sincerity and loves are my favourite elements in life. I'm allergic to hypocrisy and I dislike it when I have to be hypocrite. I'm addicted to books, dvds and chocolates. I love purchasing things. Earning and owning money is one factor that puts me in a good mood.*I am not materialistic by the way. lol* I enjoy going out;watching movies and et cetera. :)

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