Monday 17 January 2011
6:39:00 pm
It's 2 am and i could not get back to sleep. I feel...umm very much awake and i kind of feel like talking :)
Err, i think my nokia earpiece isn't working properly now. I think pasal tertindih kali. Oh well, biar tia :)
Okay, i am sure there's something in my mind that i could not get back to sleep. And i know what is that 'something' but i don't think i should say it out. Lol. Apa kan?
Umm, anyway, earlier as in yesterday, we had our second clinical session and alhamdulillah it was a lot better than the previous one. I had another two new patients and both were very corperative and easy to work with. And for this week i had dr lizah and noryagandi as supervisors and i indeed like being under them =)
January is coming to an end, i mean in plus minus less than 20 days? And on my way home tadi i was thinking bout teaching. I kind of eager to receive any call from Ahbab. ;) i miss teaching =)
My laptop isn't with me yet. And i kind of have given up hoping to get it any sooner. The sooner i'd get might as well be within a month? Well, a month sounds endurable than 2 months.
I'm yawning. That is a good sign. I am going to try to sleep now with earpiece on. Music had always been my lullaby once upon a time? Heh. Lols.
"It only felt quite good because letting bygones by bygones is indeed a good thg" =)
last but not least, i love mahmud zuhdi :)
Sunday 9 January 2011
1:44:00 am
Randomness:
Happy new year.
Tomorrow i will be treating my first four patients and i'm nervous.
I haven't found any suitable or perhaps 'likeable' clinical shoes *sigh. I definitely need to find a pair later.
I miss my laptop. It has been a week plus. I am truly hoping to get it back somewhere next week before our first radiograph assesment the week after. O.o
I love the smell of my hair. If and if i'm not changing my mind, i may do digital perm for my hair in feb or march? ;)
I can wish but i have to know i don't necessarily get the things that i wish for. I wish certain thgs work the way i prefer but what power am i given to make such thgs possible? So yes, be realistic and care less. Care less, worry less, insya Allah that would cost me less trouble.
I think complicated and i make thgs complicated at times. And i apparently make some other people's lives difficult too. Hence i should, no, i am definitely learning to keep thgs more to myself. And show no signs how certain thgs affect me. I think so. I guess i need to learn bout the poker face thingy from Cat. Lol :)
If a person thought someone is standing on his way in doin something, i suppose that someone should stay aside?
Have a good day. :) or weekend..
Will be off for wed function and may be at usu's place for a while.
Action speaks louder than words.
You don't have to say it, it is just quite apparent which is which.
I'm not stopping anyone from doing anything. The least i can do is to know and remind myself as to where i actually stand. And to keep myself aside. It may not be too much, forgive me. But that is the least i can do.
Last but not least, i do not regret to have anything or anyone in my life.
Regret and defeat are two different thgs.
