I'm bored. I am bored. I am freaking bored. I am feeling gloomy and I am BORED. gahh. This boredom might as well kill me. I'm bored with my blogskin and I want to change it. And I don't know when I can do that. I want a new one. Something different. Something colourful. That might brighten my mood and somehow inspire me to blog and do it positively. All I do is whinning these days. I am getting bored of it. I'm getting bored with things. I want some change. Siggghhhh.

Life is not at stake anyway. Things are not so bad. My training course is okay. Started doing scaling on phantom head weeks ago. Things at home are pretty much normal. Yet i feel incomplete. I wanna do something interesting, fun and and i don't know. I really feel bored. Ever since this afternoon the word 'boredom' keeps on tuning in my head and it's driving me freaking insane. I know I sound dramatic but at this is very point I just do not freaking care.

I miss Salsa. I might as well get some work out moments with music later? But again to do it alone is just plain boring. Gahh. Alright, I need to do something later. Finish my assignments? But then aku malas. Dvd? Boringgggg. Series? Gossip girls annoying ah. LOL. whatever it is I'd do something later. Anything. And I'd cool down. I won't feel like committing suicide anymore later. LOL.

I sound very very much dramatic. Self centred? Selfish? I know I am only thinking bout how I'm feeling saja at the moment but then I think I at least do not ask anyone to sort me out. I at least do not give that burden to anyone. At least I just wanna be alone and I don't go around and bring people down with me. I do not blame or accuse others. So I think I at least deserve some right, though very little, to get excused to behave in this kind of manner.

Alright, i think i better stop before I start dwelling into the past. Past is past. And i couldn't bring any moments in the past back. I hope my next post would be brighter and more positive than this. I seriously hope so.

Have a good weekend people. T

Yuhana is the name. Yuh is what normally people call me. Moody, demanding, sensitive,selfish and unreasonable,those are my not so nice personality at particular times. Hyper, happy, laughters, peace, cheerful, secure, comfort,sincerity and loves are my favourite elements in life. I'm allergic to hypocrisy and I dislike it when I have to be hypocrite. I'm addicted to books, dvds and chocolates. I love purchasing things. Earning and owning money is one factor that puts me in a good mood.*I am not materialistic by the way. lol* I enjoy going out;watching movies and et cetera. :)

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