Wednesday, 1 September 2010
2:32:00 pm
"it's
1st September and I'd like to wish my beloved man a happy 22nd Birthday :) This is like the fourth greeting already? though i don't think he is reading this :) Anyho, I pray for your happiness, longevity and prosperity. May you would achieve success in everything you do. Amiin amiin Ya Rabbal Alamin :)
I hope I did not spoil your day with the KB thingy. It was my bad. I'm sorry.
I was really happy to receive an unexpected call from you this morning. I have missed you so much.
I love you. "
General blogging:
It's less than two weeks for Raya and I feel like... time flies so fast. I tried to recall things that I have gone through and things that have been taking place so far and most of them I prefer not to recall. Truth be told, I seriously feel I am soo.. what is the words? umm, I change my mind easily? no, not easily. Indecisive. yes. That is the best adjective to describe me. I kind of have made up my mind about something. something that somehow would tear me inside but for the sake of 'self-defense' i pushed my self to be so determined about it. but then, truth be told, I am never ready for such decision. it is not something I would like to do. it is not my dearest wish. i just thought of it based on rationality. i thought i was really determined. determination can only be achieved if nothing can affect one person's decision. sighh. i cannot decide.
okay, enough whining. it does not feel any good. umm, lectures today were..okay and quite interesting. i actually laughed sincerely during DK Jr's lecture today. Dk Jr was not so mean today. seemed to be in a good mood. lol. i would not take that for granted next week. lol. Dr Yati, she is truly adorable. no kidding. it is almost impossible
not to like her. Banar. :) DK didn't talk much today. I mean she is a bit serious today. we somehow funnily fear her. heh. she is okay. just a lil strict? hehe. last week lecture was kinda hilarious.and admittedly fun ;)
What else? Umm, on this coming Sunday as I mentioned before I am going out for Sungkai gathering with some school fellows. Original plan is to join for bowling with them but Zudi is inviting me to go to a seminar with him. And I invited him to join us during the Sungkai. I hope he won't cancel on me. I know better not to be so sure but again, I cannot help myself not to hope.
Okay, what else? Ida is bringing me to join her friends for Sungkai tomorrow and actually invited me to sleepover at her Aunt's house. I am not so sure whether i can make it. something is wrong with my car's brake. seriously, i never truly like cars. i don't prefer to get bothered and spend on car thingy. i don't find it worth my money. lol.anyway, usu most probably would sort it out by tomorrow. so, i'll see. at least i can accompany Ida having sungkai?
Umm, I think I am pretty much idea-less now. Till here then? Goodnight and may tomorrow be a better day. No, let September be a month full of happiness and nice moments? I am counting on that. -__-
Caio.
"the thing is, i can only see him, no one else"
