Saturday, 28 August 2010
3:11:00 pm
Salam and hi peeps, I am blogging again. hehe. I guess blogging does help in some particular ways. lol. I am not even half way and I already talk nonsense. lo'ol. ;) Okay, I am quite tired and I wanna watch some dvds I just bought yesterday so I will do my best to keep this post straight forward and quite brief? err, I hope so :)
Alright, first of all, I want to blog about surprise birthday gathering on last Tues, 24th August, Silah's birthday. Bobeh made a surprise plan for her beloved Juliet and I technically had a wonderful time on that night. Well, we all did. A night full of laughter. Seriously, when was the last time I had a good laugh with my school mates? That felt like ages ago. lol. It was truly endearing to meet some of the Sci1 Utd girls. Fadhil, Mirus and Nadz were there too. And Mayyer's boyfriend jua :) We went home pretty much late that night. I initially planned to stay only up to 9ish PM but I only got home at 11 ish? So much of worrying bout Anatomy test on the next day. Oh yeah, before I forget, I seriously dislike that Doctor teaching us this particular subject. She's...urghh. No offence. lol.
Next..ummmm, cohort 3 had Sungkai session yesterday. Celebrated Cat's belated birthday tarus. Dr Sam and her family joined us. And yes, we had a good time indeed. I was hyper. like totally hyper and yes it was weird. They kept on asking me whether I am truly okay or not. Well, I could have kept the act if I didn't break down for few moments last night.
sighh. Anyhow, I am really thankful to them for not judging me
*if they do they at least kept it to themselves very well* and making me laugh. Especially Syam :) Seriously, he is a brother I can never have. Okay, back to agenda. lol. We spent some quality time at the Arcade and at around 10 Nab, Ida and me went to check in for a night. We initally went to Rest House at the Bandar area? Anddd gosh, that place sucks and seriously...errr..scary. pretty much like a forbidden place? yeah, it is. We ended up staying at De Gallery hotel at Batu Satu. It is cheap and really nice. we are so going to check in there lagi nanti! hehe. Oh yeah, i forgot to mention, I went for shopping with my family before I got picked up at 130ish yesterday andddd I bought 5 clothes? Err I am not gonna buy any more clothes. I need to save up, It is raya and raya means extra spending? lol. Anyway, positive side, those clothes aren't so expensive. HEHE.
Today I went to Limbang with Ida, Nab and Syam. and I wasn't feeling so energetic honestly. Didn't really talk much. I even fell asleep during hair rebonding. pfft. Ngaleh jua sudah tu. lol. I didn't buy much at Limbang. I bought like Beras? lol. And some crackers for Raya. and still I got RM 40ish in my wallet. I'd just keep it for my next trip to Miri with Usu :) All of us were exhausted that we actually had a good nap in the boat on our way home. Nasib boat nya comfy wa. lol. My mum picked me up at Tambing and we went to Gadong for Sungkai :) We initially wanted to watch a movie. I actually bought the tickets already but then my sister got really sick so I got the ticket refund in the end. I don't really mind though. the movies aren't so good I think? yeah.
Umm,next sungkai would be with the girls. HEHE. on the 5th i'm sure. Bowling den sungkai. I'm in. Then then next sungkai part 2 at cappers restaurant with C3? wait, didn't i say during d first few days of Ramadhan dat I won't have buffet thingy? RIGHT. But then this is quite better than last year jua. Lol. Okay, I'm mumbling now ;)
Okay, next.... Ummmmmm, okay, at this very moment, I feel quite okay and I really want to keep this feeling or aura. I'm listening to MP3s and yeah, songs do somehow improve my mood :) there are times i feel so defeated. I know i keep on saying this repetitively. I think for now I am gonna give up telling myself things like 'I am strong', 'I can do this' and blabla. I'd just go with the flow. As I said, I am not giving up but I might as well am doing so bit by bit...I just don't know what to do. I'm not truly lost. Again, I really think 'defeated' is the best term to describe it
Alright, I think I have talked quite a lot. Goodnight. Salam and have a good weekend tomorrow everyone :)
Im sleepy. Dvd cancel? Toink.
