I just woke up and I DID NOT have a sound sleep after all. And it irritates me like hell. Guess I'd take shower soon after this.

Okay what with this silly dup dap heart? Pounding heart? It was exciting at first but now I find it annoying. Kan menangis pun ada ku. I am definitely being silly here and I do not know why am I specifically feeling this way. I could not truly recall when was the last time I felt this way. Who was the last person who made me feel this way. Whenever it was,whoever it was,this feeling isn't new. Isn't new but still doesn't make sense to me. It is way and way ridiculous. It is scary. Terrifying. Yet it won't go away. I could truly identify who was the last one to make me feel this nonsense because I don't know what this feeling is.

I need to think straight. Think straight. Be sensible. I am sure I can do it later. Be rational.

Damn it. I hate you. No no, I don't. You are not a bad person and you are truly innocent. I hate myself. Yeah. That might be right. I should've controlled my mind,my emotions and be more resistant.

I'm trapped.

Okay,enough exaggerating. Time to be rational and wise. Yes, this should be easy :)

crazziness.

Yuhana is the name. Yuh is what normally people call me. Moody, demanding, sensitive,selfish and unreasonable,those are my not so nice personality at particular times. Hyper, happy, laughters, peace, cheerful, secure, comfort,sincerity and loves are my favourite elements in life. I'm allergic to hypocrisy and I dislike it when I have to be hypocrite. I'm addicted to books, dvds and chocolates. I love purchasing things. Earning and owning money is one factor that puts me in a good mood.*I am not materialistic by the way. lol* I enjoy going out;watching movies and et cetera. :)

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