Monday, 11 January 2010
2:24:00 pm
It's another Monday. Good news, I didn't go snappish to anyone today. Good thing. :) But I don't know. I just got this feeling..of,well something just bothers me. Feels like something is not done. I am supposed to be doing something but I don't feel like doing it. Lol.
Oh yeah. Tadi I got my kain stuck arah something under seat Elza'r car,I fell and got my kain wet. And yeah, I was extremely worried that it was some kind of sign or omen. It's not that I am pretty much a superstitious person. I guess I worried too much. Paranoid. *sigh. I apply the 'expect for the worst' principle in my daily life. My theoritical reasoning? Well, to get myself ready for any bad outcomings and if thing do not turn up so badly,well then I can smile hugely for the whole day. Lol.
Tadi was my first time sending documents alone to Block A. And the corporate people,well they were not so welcoming I see that I started to think something like 'ahh,nice'. But then the girl at Loan Center and two people from Credit department,they did make me feel welcome. And I thought the corporate people are the most friendly when I was with Irene and Ka Dygku. Whatever.
My work,I was doing another ARCHIVE and some facilities documentations today. I was to have my lunch at 12 tadi. My lunch time is usually at 1. Anyway, I didn't have my lunch tadi. I didn't feel like lunch-ing in the pantry and perhaps alone tadi. Plus I ate something before that.
Hmm, I'm bored. I talk less in the office and that bothers me too. I can only communicate well with few people. It bothers me that I have to control my behaviour at times and to certain people.
I'm off. I'm done complaining. At least having tasks to do gives me some kind of satisfaction.
Goodnight.
I don't feel like sleeping yet.
