Friday, 15 January 2010
8:57:00 am
I am making this blog private till I don't know. When I feel like exposing it lah lagi. Lol. I feel like I was not so free to say out things that I wanna say these days. So yeah, only invited readers are allowed to read my boring and lame talks. Haha. Anyway, this private stuff, it won't be forever. heh.
So, I had a written test this morning at PTE Katok. A SPA written test for a clerk post. And nth, mcm talur lah rasaku test nya tu. ;p I memorised Ministers' names, Bruneian Traditional stuffs, you know, the MIB stuff andddd none come out. haha. Adalah, I was asked to list down nama nama Kementerian di Brunei. And yang lain tu, I don't know, more or less like general questions. hehe. like what is TPOR stands for*not that I know, then, normal working hours for government workers, sequence of Islamic months and one simple Maths question. Hehe. And and converting Tulisan rumi ke Jawi. haha. Anyway, I am not hoping to get that job. It isn't something that I want. In fact, I can't truly see where my future is heading but whereever it leads, it won't be a dead end. Dead end is only when I am giving up and not putting any effort. In other words, dead end is equal to 'stop living'. =)
What else ah? I think I got something else to say but heh, I forgot already. I'd blog about it when I remember. Oh by the way, I am currently using flats. haha. And yeah I feel kinda weird. I am so used to heels. haha. I am so going to change into heels after this. I'm gonna pick my sister and we will buy a birthday cake for Farah. I am still thinking whether I'd say something to her mom or not later about last Wednesday. I know I should not say a word but it's tempting. I hate it when I can't have my own say. I kinda have enough of it, all these years. Shutting my mouth and keeping things to myself though it hurts my ego and self esteem.
Alright, I think I am done blogging. Till next post. Later at night I plan to watch DVD and tomorrow going to the kiddos school and see a doctor. I'd like to have another checkup for my unbalance hormones and period. =)
Last but not least, good day people. I know it keeps on raining but still, try not to make it more gloomy for ourselves. lol. What am I saying? The rain is okay when..you know, if I am to stay in house for the whole day, the whole weeks and the whole time. lol.
