Wednesday, 9 December 2009
1:05:00 pm
I had my prayer, had my shower and now I am free to watch DVD. Haha. Not. I have to do laundry. I'll do it later after everyone in this house sudah mandi apa, so tak balik2. Heh.
Anyway, I went out with Vivi and Elza earlier. Another last minute plan. Hehe. We didn't go far. Just had afternoon snack at OG Complex, dvd shopping and beach-ing. Hehe. Anyway, I took a break from my so called diet tadi. Haha. I had cucur Keladi, Udang, ABC, lekor and Elza treated me with Ahad's burger. And darn it, I am so full. Alhamdulilah. Haha. I'm so not going to eat anything tonight. Apart from chocs of course. Heh. Oh yeah, di pantai tadi Vivi and me main pijak2 kaki and bagi sand. Haha. I don't know how to describe it. Just a lil childish game we played. Haha. I bought another dvd tadi. Ben10, I bought it for Waie actually and I will watch it when I feel like doing so. Later I'm so going to watch the dvds that Elza and Vivi lend to me ;) After I'm done with laundry of course.I'm gonna drink nescafe later. Lol.
What else? Ahh, just another piece of mind. Heh. Lol. See, life, at least mine and my family's, is inevitable from ironies and distrust. Haha. I mean not between me and my mom and siblings literally. Heh. Just wanna clear my perspective, I so don't want to hear or know the others point of view of how fair or bias we have been treated. Just don't bloody fill us in with siapa jahat or baik. Tengok cermin dulu and ask wisely, have you never truly taken the slightest advantage on us? Insya Allah I know who my real family are. :) Those who thinks of only good things for us. And who have been there for us through susah sanang. I welcome newcomers easily and once I regret it, it is termination. I already feel disgusted on some of them. Annoying suckers:) and do not ever say I care that much for their children, because I never really do,well some I do,the baik and ikhlas ones of cuz. Lol. Frankly speaking :) don't talk rubbish so that I would trust you more than I do on the others. FYI, I don't trust you, almost. Heh.
And be greatful when I'm changing the subject. As I said, sendiri buat pandai2 lah tanggung. :)
Anyway, I'm not mad. Boring saja. :p okay then, till next post. Salam. Nite2.
P/s: I'm 20 yrs and a month old today. Haha
