A year without him. A year without my beloved dad. I barely notice how fast time goes. I still can remember on this very same date last year. I could still recall the scenes,pictures,expressions and emotions.

I'm not being corny here. There is that tingly sentimental feeling and yet to cry or mourn doesn't seem right. Life goes on. I have stopped feeling extremely sad on thinking that he is not here today to be in the picture. My first salary, driving, my lil siblings growing up... The grief comes and goes. It is normal to picture how it would have been if he is still with us today. I miss him, we miss him, even Vivi said she misses him. Thanks to her and Addie for keeping me company on that night till the next day. And also those Samaritans for being there. :) Most importantly my families. Words are hardly enough.. Thanks for being a true family for us, especially nini,usu,sis Nurul, ngangah's family:) and to some other families from my father's side. Those who only managed to proove themselves as real ones,strictly speaking. No offence. :)

The shocks, miseries and griefs on that day, I shan't forget. Especially the hopes. Our hopes that he did survive, we have found him earlier and desperately, hoping that it was his joke. The desire to see him popping out of the trees and wondering to us what was the fuss all about. I know that seemed illogic. But again, logic barely matters when you are desperate.

Alright. I'm gonna stop here. Till next post then..

Last but not least, may Allah bless my dad's soul. Amiin. Al-Fatihah.

Yuhana is the name. Yuh is what normally people call me. Moody, demanding, sensitive,selfish and unreasonable,those are my not so nice personality at particular times. Hyper, happy, laughters, peace, cheerful, secure, comfort,sincerity and loves are my favourite elements in life. I'm allergic to hypocrisy and I dislike it when I have to be hypocrite. I'm addicted to books, dvds and chocolates. I love purchasing things. Earning and owning money is one factor that puts me in a good mood.*I am not materialistic by the way. lol* I enjoy going out;watching movies and et cetera. :)

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